I had an affair with someone I know for only a months. he's married too, but separated. We had a long hours of conversation (everyday) as if nothing can stop us from talking and discussing anything under the sun(as in anything even SEX) . I guess I’m falling in love with him. same THING with him, i know I can feel it. I love him now, more than i love my husband (silly isn't it?) i know its wrong, but what can i do? he makes me feel i'm a woman, (who needs to be loved) he makes me feel i'm important, he makes me feel that a married woman is not a slave of her family and should not stopped her world just by taking care of them. I feel at ease, happy, satisfied, when I’m with him. Were not FUCK BUDDY.... (not for now) some can raise their eyebrows but nothing happened to us. for now, but i know sooner or later we will become FUCK BUDDY.
But he’s gone now, we parted ways and it killing me softly. the idea of not seeing him everyday really really kills me, he’s already been in my SYSTEM. GOD knows how much I wanted to BEG him NOT TO GO . but my PRIDE TELLS ME NOT. i torn between letting him go and allowing him to just fuck me for him to stay. I know I’m not the only married woman experiencing the same situation.
i don't want to stop now I'm craving for more i don't want to let go. i want something that can satisfy me. i want he's company. i want HIM. oh GOD I missed him SO SOOOOOO MUCH. he's a good kisser a very very good kisser. the kind of experienced i had with him is different from my husband. with him, i CUM even without actual penetration. he really satisfied my craving for something new.
I know for a fact, that this is wrong , but my eyes is damn closed to accept the reality-----that this affair is forbidden .
